tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23462442473565002282024-03-14T05:59:12.274+01:00motleyI don't really care.Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.comBlogger148125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-18825433930542038572012-03-10T16:18:00.003+01:002012-03-10T16:18:52.447+01:00Falls es jemanden interessiert...ich blogge in blogspot gar nicht mehr, stattdessen bin ich auf tumblr gewechselt.<br />
<a href="http://trou-noir.tumblr.com/">http://trou-noir.tumblr.com/</a><br /><br />würde mich freuen :)Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-9978178210472120362011-07-18T21:31:00.000+02:002011-12-06T15:56:12.183+01:00Drauf geschissen.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"><i>Du fragst mich was soll ich tun. Ich sage dir, lebe wild und gefährlich. Koste das Leben und lass es dich kosten. Versinke darin, tauche ab, denke und fühle nicht. Lass dich auf Dinge ein, die du normalerweise nicht tun würdest, aber beachte eine Sache: du darfst dich selbst nie dabei verlieren!</i></span></span><br />
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geht es eigentlich noch eigenartiger? noch plötzlicher? noch schöner? noch verwirrender?<br />
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alles perfekt. irgendwie. vielleicht. was fehlt? nichts.Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-47550812667326122902011-07-06T12:04:00.000+02:002011-07-06T12:04:44.835+02:00ein kleines sommermärchen.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>zwischen uns liegen nur wenige millimeter. es scheint als wären wir die einzigen menschen auf dieser welt.</i></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>die nacht rauscht vorbei. dein atem streichelt meine wange. du bist so stark, ich bin so schwach. werfe mich in deine arme, flüchte in fremde welten.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>bist alles. nimmst alles ein.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>hier ein lächeln, da eine berührung. die zeit verfliegt. 1:30, zeit zu gehen.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>liege wach da, denke an dich. an uns. zeit verstreicht, die vögel zwitschern. </i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>ein neuer tag. ein neuer tag mit dir.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>ein leises kribbeln auf der haut, auf der deine finger bis gerade eben verweilten. hitze. ich fliege. du hast mich fortgetragen.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><br />
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verschlingt uns. wir versuchen zu entkommen.<br />
fliehen.stehenbleiben.fliehen.stehenbleiben.<br />
lebenszeichen.<br />
wer nicht begehrt, lebt verkehrt.<br />
komm doch.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>ich blicke mich um. sehe die nebelschwaden die meine haare lockig werden lassen.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>die kleinen wassertröpfen tanzen durch die luft. es fängt mich ein.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>renne. renne als gäbe es keinen morgen.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>fliehe vor mir. vor meinen ängsten. meiner lust. meiner sehnsucht.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>ich entkomme.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>tauche ab in andere welten. dort kann ich einfach machen was ich will.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>es gibt keine regeln. keine normen. kein müssen.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>leben, ohne rücksicht auf verluste.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>blick dich nicht um!</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>das weite suchen. hier bleiben.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>erkennen.verstehen.leben.lieben.</em></span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>sich völlig hingeben.</em></span><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">der erste gedanke ist der richtige.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">und in zwei monaten bist du weg.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">dann ist meine chance vertan.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">gehst einfach weg. kurz in mein leben getreten, gleich wieder verschwunden.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">und ich sagte "ich will dich!" und ich wollte dich.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">die sterne zeigte ich dir. </span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">wollte dir neue welten öffnen.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">wollte das alte weglegen, wie ein angefangenes buch.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">wollte das neue erforschen.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">wollte dich.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">wollte von dir trinken. </span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">du dürftest in mir ertrinken sagte ich.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><br />
</i></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">ich sehe dich. so oft. </span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">lass uns an den punkt zurück kehren an dem wir waren.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">an das leise vorsichtige erkunden.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">an den moment der völligen gelassenheit.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">an die zärtlichen, verbotenen und doch wunderschönen berührungen.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">es ließ mich erzittern.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">alles war leicht.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>kenne dich noch nicht mal ein jahr.</i></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>du kommst mir so vertraut und nah vor.</i></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">die haut, auf dem deine hand war, brennt immer noch.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">ein leisen brennen.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>welches bleibt, auch wenn du bald nicht mehr hier sein wirst.</i></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>ich will dich...</i></span></div><blockquote style="text-align: center;"></blockquote><blockquote style="text-align: center;"></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Regen. Feuer. Wind.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Fühle und lasse fühlen. Werde gefühlt.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Nur du kannst es ändern.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Lass dich darauf ein. Tu es!</span></div>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-55949929570397280312011-05-25T12:57:00.002+02:002011-05-25T12:57:52.659+02:00Après toi.Dann kamst du.<div>Und mit dir kam die Liebe und die Sehnsucht. Das Flehen und Erbeten. Das Hoffen und das Bangen. Der Schmerz und das Vergessen.</div>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-76383880627488216552011-05-22T23:06:00.000+02:002011-05-22T23:06:02.265+02:00My death was your birth.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l8mn6atI2a1qz86ovo1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><img border="0" height="266" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l8mn6atI2a1qz86ovo1_500.jpg" width="400" /></span></span></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><br />
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fuck you and die! :DMiss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-66994994625505100252011-05-16T16:47:00.000+02:002011-05-16T16:47:09.108+02:00the hell is to good for you.<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JQyBpU2tcU&feature=related">such another ritual.</a><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Ein ziemlich wechselhafter Sonntag mit Regen, Gewittern und Stürmen. Später war es dann wieder warm und auch recht angenehm. Ich war heute auf 'nem Flohmarkt und hab den Rucksack gefunden. 4 € und ein echtes Schnäppchen, denn er ist noch super erhalten.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Anschließend musste ich das gute Wetter, meine Errungenschaft und die kommende Mathearbeit feiern und dabei sind die Fotos entstanden. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Kumpel weg, Motörhead an, Zigarette her, Bier steht schon kalt.</span></div>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-4073590645701568172011-05-11T20:50:00.000+02:002011-05-13T22:21:20.967+02:00Malheuresment.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-46587172978964403202011-05-10T23:08:00.001+02:002011-05-10T23:10:59.497+02:00Taken by a stranger.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l8m3i5o7jl1qa0nd6o1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l8m3i5o7jl1qa0nd6o1_500.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">You picked me, once, twice. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My life is like it is. Alcohol, pills, cigarettes. Everyday the same procedure. Waking up, taking a shower, going to school, coming home, listening to some kind of music, learning some shit which you`ll never need in your life, going online, writing, phoning. Yes, everyday. I'm so tired of this shit.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I've got some plans. Can I do this? I don't know.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I'm about to lose my mind.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">You've been gone for so long</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I'm running out of time</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I need a doctor</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Call me a doctor</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I need a doctor, doctor</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">To bring me back to life.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Sometimes life is a bitch. You can't do anything right, can you?</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;">Some questions, none answers.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;">Yeah yeah it's difficult but you can do it if you want to do it!</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;">And so, life goes on. Hope, feelings, love and desires die last.</span></span>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-9454978901879398582011-05-09T19:43:00.000+02:002011-05-09T19:43:56.933+02:00Wenn es darum geht, wird man wohl nie vergessen können.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZB7tK-fBbWU&feature=related">Ich kann doch gar nichts dagegen tun.</a></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Ich habe mal eine Reportage gesehen. Es ging um einen 73 Jahre alten Mann und das eigentliche Thema war Sterbehilfe. Er lag in seinem Bett, zerfressen vom Lungenkrebs und schwach, so schwach, dass er kaum reden konnte. Das Einzige was ihn am Leben hielt waren Maschinen. Maschinen, die nun abgeschaltet werden sollten.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Der Reporter fragte ihn "Sie wissen, dass sie sterben werden und können sich intensiv darauf vorbereiten. Sie wissen, wann der Tag sein wird. Woran werden Sie denken, wenn die Maschinen abgestellt werden?"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Der alte Mann sah ihn nur an und man sah, wie sich seine Augen mit Tränen füllten "Ich werde an sie denken, wenn ich von dieser Erde gehe."</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Der Reporter zögerte "An wen?"</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Der alte Mann begann zu weinen und brachte nur mühsam hervor "Nein, an Emmi. Sie war meine große Liebe. Wir liebten uns zwei Jahre, als ich 19 war, war es vorbei. Ich habe sie nie vergessen, auch wenn ich wieder geheiratet habe und nun schon knapp 50 Jahre mit meiner Frau verheiratet bin. Ich habe immer nur sie geliebt, für keine andere Frau, auch nicht für meine Eigene, habe ich jemals soviel empfunden. Und wenn ich gehe, werde ich an sie denken und ihr Gesicht sehen. Ich weiß nicht was aus ihr geworden ist, aber sie hat mich mein Leben lang begleitet."</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Als ich das sah, stockte mir der Atem. Genauso wie dem Reporter.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Drei Tage später war der alte Mann tot. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Ob er wohl an seine große Liebe dachte?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Ob wohl jeder Mensch im Moment seines Todes an die große Liebe denkt?</span><br />
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</span>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-1275467487297270572011-05-06T19:32:00.002+02:002011-05-06T19:32:32.854+02:00Es fühlt sich an, als wäre es gestern gewesen......und dabei ist es doch schon einen Monat her.Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2346244247356500228.post-43125124661207052402011-05-05T22:19:00.000+02:002011-05-05T22:19:22.611+02:00Ich werde keinem Menschen mehr ein "...für immer!" glauben.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljxkbboY7A1qfcapko1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><img border="0" height="640" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljxkbboY7A1qfcapko1_500.jpg" width="424" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Zigarettenqualm steigt auf. Meine Augen tränen. Ich ziehe tief daran, der Rauch erfüllt mich. Scheint in jeden Winkel meines Körpers zu dringen. Musik erfüllt mein Zimmer. Ich setze mich ans Klavier. Spiele als würde es keinen Morgen geben. Meine Finger schmerzen. Mein Herz rast. Ich lebe. </span></div>Miss Marlenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15209100966064878315noreply@blogger.com0